Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Welcome!

So, as you read in my introduction my name is Crisanna. I am here to share my story with you. To reach out to you, and hopefully for you to reach out to me. This is an interactive blog. I want your advise, your ideas, and most of all I want you to feel comfortable to say anything here. This is a safe place.

I have been overweight for YEARS. I am 24 now and have been heavy since middle school. I got the idea to write this blog yesterday while I was in the shower. I was thinking to myself "Damn, it really should not be this hard to shave my legs. I have pretty much given up on shaving my Vagina. It makes me wonder... Is there someone out there who will shave my vagina for me? Does anyone else have the same problem? There must be! I am tired of keeping these issues bottled up, and I think it is something that needs to be discussed".

Being over weight has started to affect the activities of my daily living. Harder to bend over, harder to shave, harder to wipe my ass. Its getting harder to just walk a block. None of this makes me feel pretty. It has really affected my sex life with my partner and I. I just do not want to have sex. Even though she says she loves me the way I am, i just cannot believe that. How can she love this. This fat, disgusting body. I sure the hell do not.

I by no means want to skinny. I love curves. I want to be able to get healthy. Sexy. I want to be a fatty with confidence. But how do I get there? Hopefully you will help me, and I can help you.

1 comment:

  1. I agree with you--I think having curves is beautiful. I don't blame some people who are naturally thin such as my mother--no matter what she eats, she still looks very thin and I think it frustrates her.

    For those people like me or you who can increase or decrease the weight, curves is hot and beautiful!

    I have another friend that is short--about 5 ft and she's overweight--just started an exercise program that is really kicking her butt and she has made some changes in her food diet such as counting calories. It has been a few days but I'm already impressed at how she's stayed with the program.

    I know you can do it if you have the desire. You can do it!! Go girl!

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