Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Welcome!

So, as you read in my introduction my name is Crisanna. I am here to share my story with you. To reach out to you, and hopefully for you to reach out to me. This is an interactive blog. I want your advise, your ideas, and most of all I want you to feel comfortable to say anything here. This is a safe place.

I have been overweight for YEARS. I am 24 now and have been heavy since middle school. I got the idea to write this blog yesterday while I was in the shower. I was thinking to myself "Damn, it really should not be this hard to shave my legs. I have pretty much given up on shaving my Vagina. It makes me wonder... Is there someone out there who will shave my vagina for me? Does anyone else have the same problem? There must be! I am tired of keeping these issues bottled up, and I think it is something that needs to be discussed".

Being over weight has started to affect the activities of my daily living. Harder to bend over, harder to shave, harder to wipe my ass. Its getting harder to just walk a block. None of this makes me feel pretty. It has really affected my sex life with my partner and I. I just do not want to have sex. Even though she says she loves me the way I am, i just cannot believe that. How can she love this. This fat, disgusting body. I sure the hell do not.

I by no means want to skinny. I love curves. I want to be able to get healthy. Sexy. I want to be a fatty with confidence. But how do I get there? Hopefully you will help me, and I can help you.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Hi There!

I ain't fat. I'm sexy succulent. I am PHATABULOUS! I hate skinny bitches, and Holy god, I'm as fat as Jesus' wife Lereznon.

I am a PHAT GIRL.